It's been a month since I had posted my last blog. Well, a lot of things happened when I was away. Pass must be kept behind tears and tears must evaporate through the wind. Old stuffs were gone and new life begins. Waves came and I used to surf through it. Summer ended as autumn is coming. Christmas atmosphere are everywhere even in the middle east.
My life has changed 80 percent when I packed my stick and stones and store it in my case. I am now having my coffee in a vendo machine in ground floor from 6th. I was being served with hot drinks at 8:00 A,M, and was asked to make it too hot or not? I used to travel shorter than today but offs are more often. Routine was changed in a single day and thinking that this is a good sign of moving closer to a better day.
It was not easy to let go of things you had but you will be hurt more if you chose to stay. It takes time of moving on but you will be seeing its good side once fully recovered. Being on this stage is a sacrifice specially when other aspects of your life started to fall slowly but you dont have to let these fall happen, only you can help yourself to get through it. Do not be ashamed of seeking help from the closest to common relatives and friends as this may be lower your pride but may improve your approaching skills as you are not always on the top, sometimes people must learn how to manage properly their lives. Expect that not everyone whom you expected to approach you back may not even ask your current situation, but understand that may be they have more issues than you. Most of the time, the only person who may fully help you is yourself, not even your closest family and friends before only you can dictate your self what will be good and heal you. Avoid worrying mush as God will surely be there for everything that you praised and asked for, be reminded that He was crucified for our sins and our duty is to lessen and avoid sins either small or huge, either it is shallow or deep, God saved us and must change it by obeying His words and walk with Him
I cannot admit that I am fully devoted to my religion biut I truely believe in God who crated man and Earth and being faithful to Him as I trust in Him that He is the God who heals, protects His creations and providing everything that we'll be needing the most which is accordingly to His law. Worrying is a sin as this shows that we our not believing Him fully that even our situations are in the deepest whole to get resolved, it will be solved at His own perfect time. Do not loose hope, be fearless on surfing on the waves, waves cannot get the children of God down as the Creator is in our side. Everything that comes in must come out if it may not hep our walk with Him.
But I truely sinned when I get worried last time when everything falls on me, almost wasn't able to breath due to deadly sickness of worrying and I prayed and asked for forgiveness as I asked for more patience and solutions to the Creator, " Praise you O h Lord who created us and making challenges on our lives as we are getting tested by our faith on You, sorry that I am sinned, I got worried and almost loose my hope of getting out of my current deep situation, i belive in you and praying that generally and personally things may turn out to celebrations instead of tears."
People may give you advise but then may also be needing your good approach too. Pray for each families on Earth first for a> salvation; b. stable safety and health and c: for any personal issues that may be urgent to be solved. In His time, every thing will be regularized, hold on and do not ever turn back to your previous sadness and pain, it will not help you to breath freely.
