‘Til when will it be healed? Can I stay while you are on its process? I am not expecting you to be same again, we can start again. You’ve met me at my young age same as you, maybe now that we are older we’ll be better.
I was being dethroned from the crown and lived as an ordinary citizen of this present’s life kingdom of far far away. I’ve learned how to work and scratch for my food and clothing. It was hard yet easier serving only myself as an individual. I was out of the cell, free to do what normal humans are doing. I became a traveler and became a theoretical writer about life and its options. I started to build my own simple home and signed contracts for real estates, it was satisfying but still, something is missing.
I’ve joined organizations for religion and career developments, I’ve pushed myself to be stronger. And then I met you, my majesty with the new highness, it was a pleasure meeting you again. You seem so different, your highness seems so nice and better than me.
I left the kingdom for few days and have returned with stronger emotions. But then again, our paths crossed again. You were crying on my shoulders as your highness left you for a tragic reason, highness’ family didn’t allow their heir to be with the majesty due to unreasonable issues and similarities of the two. Well, I was just an ordinary citizen of the majesty’s kingdom of far far away.
Few weeks pass, and then you met the running highness away from the kingdom and have to return in the economical traditional kingdom of her family. It breaks the majesty’s heart and lead him to total pain and sorrows. He was drowning to his own tears and regrets as he promised the highness to keep their memories in his heart and will never forget the best but didn’t last moments of their past.
I have the chance to return in the throne, right? But I chose to the majesty’s close friend and adviser because we were both not yet prepared to face future issues of our endless love story.
Soon, we’ll be heeled and maybe together or keep our present relationship. ‘Til there’s pain in my heart, I will not be matched by any ordinary or higher citizen of the said kingdom. I don’t want to wait totally for the majesty, I just want also to be fully healed.
